Oh well...

Tannermoor, Austria
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I really don't know why I have this blog. I don't write, I don't tell people about it so.. what is the reason of all of this? No idea... no idea..

The last few days I had to think a lot about my child who I lost as unborn. And also about the "father" of my girl.
3 days back I started again to dream about the rape and now I don't want to go to sleep anymore.

However.
Other things from my past are running in my head.
I feel very squashd.... I've no idea what to say... everything is just meaningless...

Life goes on for some but not for everyone