Friday, April 07, 2006

Karen Carpenter


Karen Carpenter
Originally uploaded by _crucify_.
"You've got lo love me
For what I am
For simply being me
Don't love me
For what you intend
Or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me
To feed your fantasy
You're really not in love
So let me go
I must be free"
(tc - love me for what I am)

rest in peace karen

why are you doing this to me?

Do I have to say sorry, because I am a human beeing?
A human beeing with feelings and thoughts?

Why are you doing this to me?

I often showed you the hidden things but you never had a problem with it.
Why now?
I think you are just coining a lie.

Do you know how much pain I feel right now?
You are sorry?
Well, doesn't help me now.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

you know...


Madonna
Originally uploaded by _crucify_.
there was a time I liked madonnas music.
then I didn't.
now I do.
dunno exactly why it has changed again....
can't stop listening to "like it or not" and "future lover" I've no idea why *rolling eyes*

any other (normal) news?
not really.
I just don't feel very good...
there are so many things in my mind and I'm starting daydreaming.. some confusing things.. some normal things..
YAK sorry. I write a lot of shit..
like always

Monday, April 03, 2006

.:my page:.


karha26#.jpg
Originally uploaded by _crucify_.
wondering if this is my website?
no it's not.
I've an own page but it's not online..
I'm gonna post the link if there's something to look at, promised

Here I am again


Sunset
Originally uploaded by _crucify_.
Well, I joined the bloggers in 1999 for the first time but *grr* I can't remember my login stuff and the mailadress I used doesn't exist anymore.
Okay.. so...
Here I am again..

One more info - I'm not sure if I'm gonna write german or english.. maybe both languages we'll see